The heat...the HEAT!

No pleasing some people, today I found myself wishing the weather wpoould break. ME! Wishing it would STOP being sunny. It's the humidity that kills me. Sooooooo grumpy when every movement makes me drip and sweat and huff and puff. Have you ever tried looking dignified when your hair is plasered to your head and you can feel the sweat beads sliding their way out of your scalp?

I really would love for it to be like this when grandpa and Kara come to stay, so a week or two of cooler weather and then back to summer for the 16th would be great.
there is so much to do here in Devon when the weather is beautiful.

Tomorrow my baby is 3. How did time past so quickly but was there ever a time when he wasn't such a huge part of my heart? He is growing so quickly and everyday he shows more of Seth's traits. He has the same quick mind and funny mouth. He is still so much my baby but his personality is developing at a rate that leaves me breathless. He was always so longed for, I somehow believe that he knows that and that's what makes him so sure that he is adored, and he is, wherever we go he draws people to him and he dishes out his gloriousness without reservation. What a joy to be his mummy.

I've missed my dad a lot today, and yesterday, he always woke me up on my birthday, calling to sing Happy Birthday.....the phone was ominously quiet yesterday. I still feel such disbelief about his death. I wonder how long that lasts? I've seen a
plethora of older men who walk like him , a foot splayed kind of walk with hands behind his back....its sometimes nice to see someone walking like that, sometimes it hurts. My lovely dad. Lucky me for having so many lovely memories of him.