6 days?? Are you sure?

I've been home 6 days, is that all? Truly? It seems so long ago, all that laughing and shopping and taking naps and then laughing and shopping some more.
I have had the hardest time since I got home. I thought it was jet lag...and indeed it may be, then the stomach flu, all that aching, weariness, oh such weariness of heavy head, burning eyes variety. The little boys puking again ( and the unfairness of that is being exclaimed very loudly I can tell you!) Then I thought maybe I was just sad that the excitement was over.....whatever what in the world is going on?? I simply cannot wake up, when I absolutely have to wake up, I do so with such dragging slowness and my eyes hurt and my legs ache and oh my goooooodness....why?
All that in 6 days?
Also, the owner of the restaurant where both Jordan and Sophie work has declared bankruptcy, they are shutting down, worrisome but not the end of the world ( unless I am just too tired to worry enough!)
I have had time with the most glorious baby,







But not enough time, never enough time with that chunky lump of deliciousness.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, time is dragging by, waking up, wishing I didn't wake up, going to sleep again.
I don't feel depressed but who knows what that feels like, seems to me I have had so many variations of depression, anything goes.
I just feel tired. Unbelievably and painfully tired.
H is feeling the same way so maybe it's a virus or the weather or ( or living with me) or something. Torrential rain, day after day will make the sunniest of souls feel weary and unable to function. The 10 day forecast shows nothing but this rain and grey skies, storms and more rain....we had such a bleak summer last year, how unfair to see the same kind of weather again.
I did get a lovely hot day in Boston, really hot and sunny on the sunday, when I arrived on the friday there was a storm and rain that was very like home, saturday was perfect for the tour and walking, overcast but warm and DEAR LIFE I am writing about the WEATHER , somebody stop me before all is lost! Any minute now I shall start telling you about my bowels and then someone shoot me.
I have missed any post Boston chats, whether that is because there hasn't been any or because I am asleep I don't know but coming home has been a cold turkey withdrawal of fun and excitement, from all to nothing. Just nothing. Except puke and laundry..whoot.
There, I wrote my blog, aren't you glad about that?
Oh...people have asked me where I met the Boston ladies...I met them on a site called Babyzone.
Go to Babyzone.com, find the message boards( under community) look for Hot Topics, next to that you will see 'click for more' see Not so Hot.....that's where we hang out. Check it out, Say Helen sent you, make some friends, you don't need babies, all sorts of women hang out there. Its great! Who knows, maybe we can get some more English people there and we can have some more get togethers without having to fly, imagine that! They are very friendly and welcoming and it is always somewhere to go if you feel at a loss as to what to do.
In fact, I am headed there when I have had a shower and put my comfy PJs on, see you there, I dare you!