Feels good...to feel good!

I am enjoying feeling good, am excited to see there are results and actually find I am looking forward to each day just to see if I am strong enough to resist the urge to stop caring. At the end of each day when I realise, still with a huge amount of suprise, that indeed I have done it again I could almost WHOOP with pride and can all but feel my self esteem creeping up.
I think I am actually walking a bit taller and even a bit faster and feel that I deserve every bit of feel good. Wouldn't it be great if this was for keeps? What if I am killing the demon that tells me I am worthless and grinding my foot in his face? That would be just about as good as it can get. For now, I will stick with waking each day and telling myself that just today I will be kind to me, that today I will do what makes me feel good. Each day I do that is easier than the day before, they say if you act as if you feel a certain way, before long you actually DO feel that way, I think they may be right.