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Don't know my arse from my elbow!
Terrified........love this house, where will we go?
YEAY! Will maybe have a garden!
Won't walk down these stairs and feel like queen of this castle for much longer.
Sophie is grasping the idea that independance might be OK and she can do it and it will be GOOD.
Have told 2 of my children that they are on their own when we leave this house, what kind of mother?????
Will always know who is in my house, where things are.
Will miss big kids in so many ways.
Will love there being only 2 parents in the house, what we say goes....no teenage cuckoos undermining us.
What if they can't make it, what if they aren't ready?
Maybe, maybe we will actually get a council house, one that is ours, that we can live in for 30 years.
OH MY GOSH! I have to do the packing, cleaning, weeding, throwing, form filling, begging, praying, grovelling, hoping thing ALL OVER AGAIN.
We ARE good enough, we DO deserve it, we ARE good people.
I am so tired. And scared. And angry.
YEAY! Will maybe have a garden!
Won't walk down these stairs and feel like queen of this castle for much longer.
Sophie is grasping the idea that independance might be OK and she can do it and it will be GOOD.
Have told 2 of my children that they are on their own when we leave this house, what kind of mother?????
Will always know who is in my house, where things are.
Will miss big kids in so many ways.
Will love there being only 2 parents in the house, what we say goes....no teenage cuckoos undermining us.
What if they can't make it, what if they aren't ready?
Maybe, maybe we will actually get a council house, one that is ours, that we can live in for 30 years.
OH MY GOSH! I have to do the packing, cleaning, weeding, throwing, form filling, begging, praying, grovelling, hoping thing ALL OVER AGAIN.
We ARE good enough, we DO deserve it, we ARE good people.
I am so tired. And scared. And angry.
Labels: tough things.
posted by The other me | 7:34 pm
2 Comments:
Just catching up here Helen! Oh I am so sorry to hear about you all having to move! :( I know how much you loved the place you live in now. Not to mention how lovely it truly is from photos.
Good luck in your search! Yes, you are good people and you do deserve the most wonderful home to be had. :)
What kind of mother???? The kind who wants the best for her children and knows that there comes a point when they must spread their wings and try them out!!!!
Everything will work out! And maybe there is something better out there for you and that's what this is all about!!!
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